My gums swell and bleed.
My hemorrhoids flare.
My joints ache,
and my eyes.
And the heartburn
never leaves.
I have a burning sensation
when I
urinate.
I have a constant urge
to eat.
Still, I lose
weight,
too much weight.
The urge to eat disappears
at the very sight
of food.
And I feel sick
to my stomach,
at the pit of my stomach.
If this should continue,
my two-month long
mentally-induced
suicide attempt
will
soon come
to an end...
I hope.